Tuesday, September 30, 2008

haihhhxxzzz....itz da holidayz again........hari raya comin liao lu...those malayz hapi larrr....gt $$$.........gt new baju.......gt nice foodz......... Photobucket jealous jor................haha...
aihhh...holiday meanz nid to study for ezam liao.......== kanasai.......me gonna ezam liao le larrr....but not sure when.....xD
hmmm...duno my fwenxz all gt study mou lehh~~ me so long...oni read finish dat stupid science....duno wat stupid skeleton thingy.....== canot rmb at all larrr....all crap oni.... xD
me holiday evrytime oso veri damn yamgong wan larr...duno y....mayb at home too sienxz jor...evrytime oso ntg to do....at home macam sakai....wanna go find my dear dear oso canot....==
evrytime oso no chance..... ish!
hate da holidayz larrrr.....im missin' him like hell evry single day.....can die lorr....... xD
duno y nowadayz arr...at nite me evrytime not slpy wan...evry nite oso canot slp....den lehh...aftanoon yao eyes canot open......== so evrytime aftanoon me oso slpin....den at nite pulak canot slp....haihxzz...yamgong dou sei....so now me muz tahan....canot slp....if not my eyez no nice dee..... xD
today is tuesday......wanna go pasar mlm larrrr............... >.<>
sumore....I DAMN MIZZ DA PASAR MLM FOOD!!!!!! Photobucket u noe how long i din eat those food mou?? >.<
those food arr...nice+cheap....walao piang...if i go there evry week...i sure fat.....== but den...i oso not sked fat ge larrr~ me so thin~ Photobucket aihhhh....duno how long din go jorr....duno my favourite stalls still there mou.....aihhh.....so bad larrr....evrytime my mom oso din bring me n my sis go gai gai in pasar mlm......xD me n my sis damn mizz dat pasar mlm larrr.........sobxzzz...... wanna go pasar mlm................ at least go there....no nid face dat stupid sejarah txtbook.....== haven open da stupid book dou slpy jorr......satt bai..........==
aihhh.....me cut hair jor sumore arrrrr....so cham niaaa......duno how to go sch when sch start again....... >.<
evryone readin this...if u goin same sch wit me wan arrr.....c me u dun laugh arr! u laugh i kill u! >.<

Sunday, September 28, 2008

WEILIN TAGGED ME~

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and tag 10 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. And after answering all the 100 question, they have to give the one who tagged them the link. The one who’ve been tagged before don’t have to do it once more.



01 Name: Yee Shien

02 Sex: Female

03 Email address: cutie_gys@hotmail.com

04 Birthdate: 20.1.1994 [ same bday wit AOI frm GAZETTE~ =P ]

05 Family: ermm...parentz...a veri fan de sis... xD

06 Height: aiyorr..not sure larr...157cm mayb??

07 Weight: 40kg oni... =P

08 Something good about yourself : hahahaha...ask my fwenxz larr...if i say den u say me perasan pulak... xD

09 Something bad about yourself: hmm...ntg....WAHAHAHA~

10 Describe your personality in one word : SOOOOOO IN LURBE WIT HIM!!! [ hahaxzz..more than one word jor... xD ]

11 Celebrities that you like: ermm...duno larr...him..? =D

12 Songs you like: aiyarr...too many lerr...wan me write all mehh...afta read until u pening lorr... xD

13 Fav. Season: cincai larr...all oso can...

14 Games you’re good at: none...kesian me... xD

15 My ideal woman or man : ideal woman=me WAHAHAHA~ ideal man=him WAHAHAHAHA~

16 If you have to choose between same age/older/younger: harr...cincai larr...

17 Your mood right now: missing him...itz a mood ryt?? xD

18 What you have in your pocket right now: no pocket larr...

19 Sleeping out: o.0?? errr....his room?? [ in my dreamz...== ]

20 Alcohol tolerance: errr...ok??

21 Drinking habits: nope~

22 How old were you the first time you drank: hahaxzz...4get liao arr...younger than 7 larr...HAHAHA~

23 When do you want to get married: when someone wants to marry me... xD

24 About my singing: lan teng... xD

25 About my dancing: macam sakai~ =P

26 Something I want these days: hp...$$$...shopping for many many more thingxz~ WAHAHA~

27 When you’re home alone: turn da music out loud...or go find him.... =P

28 When you’re standing in front of the mirror: im perfect.... xD

29 Clothes you’re wearing right now: anything a gurl would wear??

30 How much money do you have in your wallet: long time din open my wallet jor... xD

31 What you want to buy for your girlfriend/ boyfriend : ask him wat he wan lorr...

32 Does height matter to you: nope~ ngam ngam hou~ xD

33 What song do you sing when you go to sing karaoke: c my mood lorr...

34 What would you do if you had plans with your friend but they never showed up: den me go find another fwen pei me lorr...

35 What would you do if the person you loved cheated on you: he will not.

36 How long will you be able to wait for the person you love: as long as i want to~ =P

37 First kiss: this year...no nid to ask to hu larr...is human oso noe liao~ xP

38 A feature you feel doesn’t need to be fixed: errr...my height?

39 Feature you feel should be fixed: 90% of me... xD

40 People you miss the most right now: him lorr...like dat oso nid to ask arr... xD n oso sopo foong~ =D

41 First love: him.

42 When you cried the most: when itz something about him...

43 When do you feel you’re grown up: im never grown up...

44 What you don’t like: too many...

45 When you felt happy: when im wit him. or wit fwenxz oso larr~

46 When you were most flabbergasted: meanz...??

47 Best looking person of the opposite gender you’ve seen so far: many larrr...

48 Why aren’t you going out with anyone: o.0?? wat do u mean by 'going out'..?

49 What you feel towards that person: hu'z dat person.....

50 What would you say to the people actually reading this: would anyone read this??

51 Something you’re most worried about: something...but i dun wanna write it out...

52 When do you look most weak: err...afta giving birth??? [ nvr giv birth before larrr k? ]

53 How do you NOT get dumped: i duno...

54 3 things a person NEEDS: LOVE.fwenxz.family.$$$. [ i noe more than 3 thingz larr...but den this 4 thingxz important marrr... ]

55 Your grades in school: duno...gud guaa... =]

56 #1 on your phone: no phone larr...but if gt...it will b him.

57 Phone company: NO PHONE LARRR!!! =="

58 Phone bill : this is da 3rd time im sayin it... N.O. P.H.O.N.E.!

59 Place you want to go: my dear dear'z hse.

60 Favorite TV program: duno larr...

61 Movie that pissed you off: lame movies.

62 Movie you watched with most meaning: duno...

63 Most recent movie watched: i long time din watch movie jor lorr...

64 Movie you want to recommend: none.

65 If you could become a character inside a movie: which movie?

66 How many net cafes are you a member to: 0

67 Which do you go to most often: none~

68 What you feel about this cafe? : i din say bout any cafe oso...ask stupid question...==

69 What you want to say to the starter of the cafe?: interesting..............==

70 You believe it is okay to marry someone else to save the person that you love: mayb...

71 What would you do if your parents didn’t bless your decision to get married: i'll get pregnant n make them bless my decision. WAHAHAHAHAHA~

72 Do you think you’re a player: NO.

73 What time do you wake up: duno...

74 When you go to sleep: afta 12am~

75 If someone you met for the first time asked for your number: not give them my num...if i have one........==

76 What would you do if you liked someone at a meeting: i wun...gt dear dear liao still go like someone else mehhh.... xD

77 Celebrity you want to go out with: none...jz him... =]

78 How many kids do you want: 3. 2boyz...1gurl... =X

79 Something you really want to be good at: ermmm....kissing....sex?? =P

80 What I want to be in 10 years: his lou po... xD

81 Someone you’re jealous of right now: no one. my life is da best. blekz~

82 A word that you use a lot: duno~ xD

83 What I do when I first wake up: think of him~ <3

84 What would you do if you picked up a million dollars: buy hp.go shoppin n buy as many thingz as i want to.go makan.give some to charity larr...u noe larr...me so baik hati~ xD

85 What would you do if you became invisible: go find my dear dear n see how he lookz naked.... XD

86 Singer you think is the best singing live: MATSUMOTO TAKANORI!!! [ Ruki...lead singer frm GAZETTE. ]

87 Singers you don’t understand why they even sing: disney channel singerz...dey suck...==

88 A kind of man you don’t like: dat stupid chao ah gua kinda guy...

89 A kind of woman you don’t like: ermm...bitchy types..?

90 What would you do if you found someone you love more than the person you’re dating right now: it will NEVER happen...i will not love someone more than him...

91 What would you feel if you met someone you’ve broken up with: i dun giv a damn anymore~

92 Most important possession: HIM!! n oso my virginity larr......... xD

93 What you do when you first get online: ermm...open fs...den sign in to msn...?

94 What surprised you the most: recently?: hmmm....ntg larr... xD

95 What you do when you can’t fall asleep: i jz keep thinking of him until i fall asleep... =]

96 What do you think you were in your past life: i duno...but i wish i was a guy in my past life...at least i get to fuck ppl instead of gettin fucked.................. XD

97 If you were to be born again: if i ws born again...i would still be his.

98 What are you going to do after you finish this: go eat~

99 How honest were you: ask my fwenxz... >.<

100 What do you want to say: I LOVE YOU!! n oso my fwenxz... =]



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Sunday, September 21, 2008

itz 12.23am ryt now...n im still here blogging...hahahahaha~ normally lehh...me no on9 dou so late ge larr...but den...canot slp marr...sumore...mom yao slp jor...no nid sked she scold me larr~ duno y me not slpy at all.........aihhhhxzz~ my panda eye damn geng liao larr...ytd nite 2am+++ oni slp......now my eyez...i sendiri see oso dun like lerr.......xD
ezam comin' sumore.....kesian me lerrr.........me dun wanna study for ezam larrr........VERI VERI LAZY........
Photobucket aihhh....but den if i dun study i sure kena scold wann...... me all oso duno niaa...den sumore...when ezam dat day...not sure me de luck gud anot.....if gud de hua...tembak oso can get A larr...if luck no gud........die gan............== so i no choice...muz study...study until crazy lerr reli.....sooooo damn sienxzz niaa study dou......... i reli dun und lorr...y muz ezam....ezam oso no use wan larr...all ppl oso ezam oni study oni marr...no ezam dou no study de larrr....den ezam finish...all oso forget wan larrr...........== no use.........==
hmmm....talkin bout ezamxz.......nowadayz da kerajaan keep talkin bout wanna chg all our study de thing frm BI to BM again marr ryt?
so....wat do u guyz think? chg to BM gud marr? or mayb BI better..? for me larr...both oso dun care...as long as...BI jao BI forever...BM jao BM forever...now itz all in BI marr....so let it stay in BI lorr.....Y DA HELL GO CHG HERE CHG THERE???? THINK WE ALL LIKE TOYS ARR??? WAN CHG DEN CHG... reli wanna tell da kiasu kerajaan larr..........== dey say wanna chg back to BM cz our result suckz............stupid larrr!!! our result suckz cz those stupid teacher teach cacat-ed English larrrr.................!!! those teacherz...say oni come out frm Universiti......den when speak those English dat time....oso duno dey say wat.....say lai say chu....oso say back to BM liao....teach in English...den chg back to BM...y?? cz dey canot speak properly......==
stupid kerajaan....u see those teacher oni say us larrrr.......jz chg to BI for awhile....den say wan chg back....more teruk than those little kidz wanna choose which ice cream flavor.............==
u noe...dey chg here chg there....for them of cz ntg larrr!! all those studentz jao cham cham study dou sei sei harr....dey memorize EVERYTHING in BI le....den suddenly say chg to BM...stupid wan mehhh......ppl all memorize until half die jor...den say wan ppl memorize BM version.......
Photobucket CHI SIN GE MEHH???!!!!
me nxt yr PMR larrr uncle......or whoever dat bertanggungjawab in all this thing.....== u chg here chg there like dat....me PMR get all Fs for u den u noe larrr.....chg here chg there....if u sendiri studyin like us studentz...n den suddenly nid to chg language...u can say u not angri...i giv u RM1 million.....
BM in da future...not veri important liao le larr...no nid force us learn BM until so geng larr...no use wan....we chinese...all suck in BM........== let us learn BI better larr...at least in future gt use larrr........== BM we go mamak stall oso can talk larr...no nid sked we duno BM larr.........==
evryone agree?
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*fuuuhhhh~ scold puas jor~ scold until 1.o5am~ hahaxzz~ now can go slp le~ nitexzz evryone~ muaxie~

Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'LL BE LOVIN' YOU LONG TIME

nice song lyricz~ song by MARIAH CAREY~


I'll be lovin u long time
I'll be lovin'
I'll be lovin'
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin u (2x)

You ain't even gotta worry
About a thing I gotcha babe
And ain't nobody takin' me away
It's not a game I'm here to stay
Our love is stronger than any drug
Addictive just can't get enough
And everytime I'm with you
I want some more
Just close the door
And let's explore each other

Long as I know you got me
I'll be loving u long time
(As I can be)
I'll be loving u long time
(Eternally)
There's no stopping you and me
I'll be loving u long time
(As I can breathe)
I'll be loving u long time
(Eternally)

Don't care what no one has to say
They don't understand us like we do
I need you near me night and day
Together there ain't nothin' we can't do
Scoop me up and we can go
To that little spot where no one knows
Spend a little time just us alone
You can caress my body and never let go

Long as I know you got me
I'll be loving u long time
(As I can be)
I'll be loving u long time
(Eternally)
There's no stopping you and me
I'll be loving u long time
(As I can breathe)
I'll be loving u long time
(Eternally)

I don't want another
Ain't gon' never be another
Can't nobody do what you do to me
Don't want another
Ain't gon' never be another
Can't nobody do what you do to me
Don't want another
Ain't gon' never be another
Can't nobody do what you do to me

I'll be loving u long time
(As I can be)
I'll be loving u long time
(Eternally)
Long as I know you got me
I'll be loving u long time
(As I can be)
I'll be loving u long time
(Eternally)
There's no stopping you and me
I'll be loving u long time
(As I can be)
I'll be loving u long time

I'll be lovin'
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin
I'll be lovin u...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

aihh...me few dayz din on9 jor niaa...so din get chance update blog lerr...aihh...ps harr evryone~ xD

on sunday...me mood veri veri nice~ reason? hahaxzz~ cz lehh....ben lai...me in church wanna go home liao de....but den...duno y soooooo malang....den no ppl can send me back.......== so me have to stay in church jadi sakai ntg to do lorr~~ den yao so ngam my mummiee zaii oso din go back worr~ cz her mom paksa her to stay back niaa...cz gt those kidz play liao den dirty...den wan her to clean da place...hahaxz~ so lehh...me ma go pei my mummiee zaii lorr~ but den....my mummiee zaii de mom...ask me go help clean oso.........==" aihh....den...me yao so free...ma go help lorr~
so cham niaa...dey all play go put da tepung on da car there....den play finish da stupid game dat nid put tepung on car liao...den go ask me,my mummiee zaii n my sis wash da stupid car...........== u noe....gt 2 carz for us to wash..........sooooo yamgong....
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dat time sumore sooooo hot......hot dou wan die....xD den lehh...we ma go wash da car lorr....den mummiee zaii do noti...go make me all wet liao........take da paip......go spray at me......make dao me whole body dou wet jor........hahaxzz~ but den dou gei song gehh~ dat time hot like hell......xD me dat time sumore wear jeans niaa....wanna walk dou hard....leg so heavy.......xD
so lehh...me sunday dat day....dou not veri sien jek lorr~ dou gei song gehh~ play water wit my mummiee zaii~
Photobucket but den oso bcz me play water wit mummiee zaii...den make dao me sakit kepala liao......lolxz~
den lehh....me monday...mood oso veri leng lorr~ eventho me sakit kepala.......== me in sch still okok niaa~ mood dou gei leng lorr~ my 2nd day in sch without sopo........hahaxzz~ wonder how she is in her new mgs sch niaa~ aihh...but den duno y in sch on monday....sooooo malang......gt perhimpunan niaa....den dat day yao veri damn hot...............da sun shinning until eyez oso can buta...........== aihh...da teacher dou bian tai wan...so hot oso wan perhimpunan...sumore wan go gip hadiah worr....crazy wan....no brainz...puasa until soh jor....so damn hot oso ask ppl guai guai stand there worr....like idiot oni........wanna find da no hot de place to sit oso canot.....muz at da hot hot place oni can....== den lehh...like dat dou cham enuf ge larr...den those stupid teacher yao go say wan go check nailz worr..................u noe larr...my nailz damn long wan...veri long din cut jor...so...me ma kena catch lorr~ gt 2 pengawas catch me liao oni i go out...== dat stupid asshole so lcly go catch me n my fwen sumore...goddamn him.....like shit oni larr...sumore think he veri yao yeng...eat shit larr he.......== aihh....bak to da story~ den lehh...all those kena catch de oso muz stand at one side de...u noe...i actually quite hapi i kena catch...bcz horr..u noe larr...dat day damn hot...sumore me yao sakit kepala niaa...so me stand there lehh..yao gam ngam is no hot de~ hoho~ sumore gt dat soh po tara pei me~ hahaxzz~ so dou not bad lerr~ Photobucket den leh...me go home dat time...my sis ma go tell my mom lorr...den my mom damn hapi i kena catch......== den at nite she pulak go paksa me cut my nailz...stupid...i wan long nailz...she go paksa me cut...in sch me kena catch dao oso no go cut...den this stupid woman go ask me cut pulak........hiuuu.............................................
Photobucket den me ma hv to cut larr...if not she dun lemme on9 den how??? aihhh....so now my nailz short jor...sui dou sei......==
den lehh...me tuesday...mood oso damn gud~ veri veri gud ge tim~ gud dou when walk oso wan dance like dat....xD duno y so gud mood~ hahaxzz~ den lehh....once go home....let dat woman spoil my gud mood liao.....once reach home....abit abit jao scold scold scold...........== stupid..........==
aihhh~ den sumore at nite...she duno y da hell naik gila....lil bit wanna argue wit me worr....crazy wan...ask me y i wanna have long nailz....stupid...den i answer her larr...CZ I LIKE!! den she dun accept my answer pulak..........keep askin n askin....fan dou sei.........i lao gao wit her until damn geng.......== make dao me wanna on9 oso no time jor...cz of lao gao wit dat woman.........== stupid wan larr she.........evryting oso wanna find thing to scold....fan dou sei......me listen her scold dat time....reli reli feel like dying......== jz feel like wanna go take pisau n kill myself in front of her.......== 'sei bei hui tei'..................==
aihhh...she keep scolding...feel like wanna run away frm home~~ lala~ run away to my dear dear hse there~ =P den jao song lorr~ hoho~ beta than let dat woman scold me 24/7...................==
aihhhh~ go sch jao gud larr...no nid c dat woman....evrytime dou scold scold scold........aihh...i oso dun wanna say liao le larr...dun care...

Friday, September 12, 2008

2day...my first day in sch without my dear sopo fwen,Foong.
i think u guyz sure blur blur liao horr...xD kkk........i tell u story...me gt one veri veri gud fwen...veri veri close wan...me veri veri sayang her wan...she veri veri lengluii ge tim~ xP
den lehh...she jao wanna xfer sch...xfer to mgs le...so datz y u noe me larr...veri veri damn ng sei dek hui lorr....aihhh...ben lai lehh...she 2day can go sch wann.....but den she nid to duno go where...so ytd was her last day in my sch n spending time wit us all lorr...so 2day'z my first day in sch without her...
ok...back to da story...my 1st day in sch without dat sopo is...ok lerr...jz less one sopo to pei me soh oni..........Photobucket aihhh~ me ytd nite...mizz her until cry cry liao...xD
aihhhh~ duno y lehh...many of my close fwenxz all oso wanna xfer to mgs to study.......haihz......left me alone wit a few more soh pohz to pei me oni....aihh...so few soh po where gt song wann.......Photobucket

sopo Foong...if ur reading this...here'z sumting for euu...
* P.S. jz in case u pening kepala cz of mathz...i gt some easy mathz solution for euu to rmb 24/7...CANOT 4GET WAN ARR...4GET I KILL U....hahaxzz~


` me remember u+u remember me=friendship 4eva. `
` soh po+sopo=our memoriez. `


nahhh....told u veri easy to rmb de larr~~ muz rmb arrr~~ Photobucket

Friday, September 05, 2008

haiz...my dear dear...veri veri long din c him edi arr.... >.<>Photobucket aihz...so me no hp...he yao no on9...so me oso canot ask him lorr...i oso ask my fwen...tolong tolong help ask ask c he how oni.......aihz......yamgong dou sei......den when dey tell me...he say he sick.......den me so sum tong niaa....... Photobucket but den i oni can sit here...in front of da stupid comp....n ask my fwen how is he....aihz......satt bai.......
i dat time horr.....reli reli reli wish i was wit him...taking care of him....cz he sick liao marr...sure veri cham de larr...so me reli wanna b there beside him...den go take care of him gud gud~ cz....me duno y....will sked his mom no take care of him gud gud....== lolxz~ aihz~ but den....eventho his hse sooooo near my hse...me oso canot go find him.......sobxz........so sad....mizz him like hell oso canot go look for him.........u guyz sure askin y le horr~ aihz...cz my mom lorr.....sure dun lemme go out de....sumore...i go out she sure ask me go where....takkan u wan me tell her... '' i go out find my dear dear arr~ '' like dat mehh..............=="
sumore....u sure askin y i dun jz call him......aihz....no hp....how to call...mom de hp pulak...lock in her room liao...how to curi n call him lehh......?? sobxz....so cham niaa..........
aihz...i oso dun und y...my parentxz....i ask them gimme hp since 12 until now....(im 14 now...) still canot get hp...........aihz....i ask for 2yrs alrdy lorrr!!!!!!! still dun gimme.....aihz...wat larr.....hp oni marr...sked wat worr...last time i young...mayb duno how to jaga marr....now....i 14 liao le larr!! gonna 15 nxt yr sumore....== still dun gip mehh....sked wat....sked i kao zaii mehh....no nid sked i kao zaii larr....i gt zaii liao le larr.....i wan hp cz i wanna keep in touch wit him marr....i wan hp so i can sms him...talk to him...u noe larr~~ aihz...but den now no hp....so cham....duno how is he now oso....me no hp....do anything dou ma fan than ppl.....wan contact fwenxz oso hard...my parentxz think i so stupid like some gurlz mehh....sms den blieve ppl....den go let ppl rape le.......== aihz...i where gt so soh wan....aihz.............yamgong dou sei..... reli dun und my parentz...==
aihz....now duno how is he oso lehh~ duno gt better anot lehh he~ aihz....hope can c him in sch nxt monday lerrr~~
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

A VERY VERY TOUCHING STORY...

i saw this touching story in in friendster bulletin...itz veri veri touching...when u read this story...i think u oso will gan dong ba...cz when i read...i oso gan dong dao my eyes dou wet le...almoz wan cry...but my sis yao here watch gen tv...so me tahan........==



I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny,are you sure I don't have enough money?''
The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''
Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.'It's the doll that my sister loved most an d wanted so much for Christmas.She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'
His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'
'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!''
'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'
Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.'
A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.
Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beaut iful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
The value of a man or woman resides in what he or she gives, not in what they are capable of receiving.